NOOOOOOO!!!
Well... my worst nightmare is happening. I knew it. Piece of $hit BM suggested this morning to SD17 that she just stay at our house to be safe. How f'ing convenient!! She just wants to keep drinking and smoking her brains out without SD there to judge her. She's been seeing SD since this "quarantine" started. To me all of this has been shot to hell already. See my daughter when it's convenient but stick her here the rest of the time. I'm going to lose my god damned mind if I have to to have her here longer than 2 weeks. DH won't make her go back. Threatens to cut off "child support" which is total BS to begin with. OMG I am just SOOOOOOOO angry right now. If she doesn't go back there on Sunday God help me... seriously! Listening to her crack her f'ing knuckles and make stupid comments is going to push me over the edge. I even started smoking ciggarettes again to deal with the stress 
Trying to keep it together but this might just push me over the edge. Sorry folks- just need a serious vent!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I get it!!
Earlier today I was wound so tight I could have exposed. My YSS has done nothing but eat my snacks (he has his own) and left an entire gallon of milk out all night on the counter so it spoiled. DH said nothing to him of course.
YSS was to go back to BMs this afternoon but will be back tomorrow night. I was so stressed that DH would want him just to stay since he was coming back tomorrow. I needed a damn break fromDH and YSS. I will have the entire house to myself tomorrow and I am needing it.
Luckily my DH took YSS to BMs and actually hinted that he didn't have to come back until Saturday if he didn't want. YSS will come tomorrow. He wants to be here. I can't handle having both DH and YSS home for this entire quarantine. I will totally lose my mind.