grace us with their presence. I'm less anxious about it than I was yesterday. My mother and grandmother are here arguing about the remote control, my ds9 is torturing the chihuahua, DH is checked out on the computer and everyone is preparing to go to my exes church for Christmas Eve service to watch my kids sing and play guitar. All but DH of course, he ain't goin. Just to get to watch my kids perform, I get to see all my "former backstabbing" friends play all nice and say "oh how good to see you" It's really a crock of shit if you ask me, but the kids like it and so does my grandma.

Okay, I have coffee/irish cream for later tonight and plenty of other alcohol in case things get out of hand tomorrow. Wow, 14 people in my little living room who don't really all like each other, THAT LL BE FUN.

my kids hate his kids, his kids hate me, i hate the drama, my mom and grandma get annoyed by all of them and throw their mouths around and me and DH will just sit there and go WTF?

:/