I have been reading this site for a few days now and see so many things I can relate to and am curious about. I have decided to throw my story into the mix, albeit I will probably be all over the place because I am currently so confused about what I am bothered about these days that I don't know which way is up. I also was hoping that a lot of what I struggle with will get better with time but when I read this site, I have more fear that I will never get to that ideal place with my blended family.