I am usually a pretty upbeat, positive person but lately I am just in a funk.......

I'm so tired of the snow and grey gloomy skies, it's Spring, where are the flowers and sunshine? It doesn't help that my office has no windows, it's like a cement dungeon. On top of that, I work in a school, tensions are high because of the fear of violence, and it is state testing week, so days are dragging. Everyone is being petty, and just looking for arguments.

I am also doing Weight Watchers, and tomorrow and is weigh in and I feel bloated and miserable. I'm going to cry if I get on the scale and I haven't lost any weight! I am eating SO healthy, and walking every night.

And to top it off FH is irritating the heck out of me! Our relationship started out long distance, so we use to talk every morning on our way to work, and during lunch, and on our drive home. It was very sweet. We usually call eachother still, even though we now live together, which is fine, but today he calls me, and we are chatting and I can tell he is busy because his answers are either un-hun, or yeah. So I tell him that I've gotta go and get off the phone. He sends me a text asking what my problem is? ugh.....

It doesn't help that SS10 (soon to be 11) comes over yesterday, FH tells him to get in the shower, I'm the first person in the bathroom after his shower, I walk into the bathroom to find his towel on the floor, his socks and pants on the floor NEXT to the hamper, and his clean pajamas, still folded, in the hamper. I was fuming!!! But I just went aboput my business, brushed my teeth, took off my make up, etc. FH goes in after me, when he comes out I am expecting him to call SS down to pick up his crap, nope nothing....I look in the bathroom and FH picked it all up!!!!! Now I know that if he chooses to be his son's maid that is on him, and he's not expecting me to do it, but come on!! He is raising a slob, with zero manners.

I need a vacation!