I have to get this out. Because I am not supposed to know any of it yet. But I just want to strangle her for taking the hardest possible path she could have with her future.

A little back story. My sister is adopted. She is biologically my cousins daughter, but when my cousin was pregnant at age 18, she couldn't raise a baby and asked my mom to adopt. My mom (going through a divorce with my dad at the time) decided it was a good way to heal her broken heart. 24 years later, my sisters and I have done a good portion of the "parenting" as my mom was in no position to raise another baby. I was the youngest until then, and I was 15 years old. Now, a total of 5 daughters, my mom was in for a long road of parenting. In step my sisters and I.

Little sister has the sweetest of hearts. She loves animals and old people. She is developmentally slow... but not to a point of special needs. She just doesn't catch on to things as quickly as most. Her vocabulary is that of a 14 year old, she is 24. She loves anime and tattoos. And is a hairdresser by trade. Still lives with my mom, and had found a perfect match... after 3 years of dating he asked her to marry him a year ago. Wedding date was set for next month.

In June she came to me with cold feet. Saying her man had "changed" and she wasn't sure if she was making the right decision. Well, sweetie, life is all about change. And he shouldn't be the same guy she started dating 4 years ago. He was 22.. now he's 26, a small business owner, and about to be a husband. She had started treating him like crap. And he was, in turn, doing the same. He was losing his business... stressed out, and had NO family to turn to since both his parents died when he was a teenager. We had been his family for 4 years. I asked little sister what else was going on.... she mentioned "a friend" telling her that he doesn't treat her right.

Yes, "friend" is a man. A much older man that had a "girlfriend". I told her it was inappropriate to confide in another man about her relationship. Much less to follow through with their plans of going to a concert together. She told me they canceled the plans and she would not talk to him anymore. 2 weeks later, she called of the wedding. Broke fiance's heart. That was July 6th.

Thursday, my mom and I went to lunch. She tells me little sister is now DATING "friend". And planning to move in with him in 2 months. "Friend" didn't have a girlfriend. He had a WIFE... and 2 kids. Both on the autism spectrum. She SAYS that he and his wife had been split up for a long time, he has full custody, and their mom is a meth addict. This man is 34 years old, 10 years her senior, works for his dad as an insurance agent, and is a tattoo artist on the side. He has green hair. I'm so disappointed in her. She was cheating on her fiance with this man. And my baby sister, that wasn't sure if she wanted kids at all will be playing step mommy to this idiots 2 kids (5 and 12) and she barely even knows him.

Friday.. mom calls me early in the morning.

My little sister is pregnant.

I have no words left.