I spoke to my attorney yesterday. We have a big court date approaching within a week. It was pretty bad. I couldn't remember facts, I was stumbling over words, I kept apologizing, it was terrible. Not like my usual self. We were just in court in December. It's a pretty big difference. I hope I can get thru it. It cannot be postponed. It's already been moved twice. It's been over a year that the motion has been filed.

I had a ischemic stroke on 1/16. I think I'm getting better, then I go & open my mouth about something important & it comes out all jumbled. Ugh.

I'm trying to breathe & just think it's okay, go slow, i'll get through this. So far my track record for getting through hard days & unbearable circumstances is 100% & that's pretty dang good!