seems like forever since i last seen my stepson. i am starting to deal but its not easy. its hard to look at his pictures. its even harder when his mother keeps reminding my that he is not my son. sigh... i am not trying to replace her, i am just hoping he has enough room in his heart for both of us. right now i am trying to court system. trying to ignore her when she texts or call to make me question my relationship. its her personal goal in my life for my husband to spend the rest of his life alone. i feel so sorry for my stepson and her other children. the ignorence that sprays out of her mouth, makes me worry about her tanting his mind with racism and pure ugliness. i just hope he will give me a chance to show him the world the way it really is and teach him to love everyone the same.