Ok so if you read previous posts, you'll see that I am on the verge of moving out bc I can't stand SS10 any longer.

So my DH and I can't ever have a conversation without it getting heated because there are so many emotions invovled. I took off for a drive so I could get away and cry uncontrollably. I decide to park my car in a park. Only to have a cop come up to my window. I rolled the window down asked "Have I done anything illegal??!". The officer responded that indeed had, because the park closes at 10pm and they've been having some vandalism issues. I just told him I didn't know because I just moved here. He asked me if there was any reason that I was so confrontational. I told him I had gotten into a fight with my husband and just wanted to be alone. Somehow mustering out that sentence made me start to cry again. I'm not sure if he noticed I am almost 8 months pregnant or not, but I then got the impression he felt sorry for the nutjob that I am. How embarassing. And how revealing. I was confrontational. What an attitude I had originally given him. It just proves what my environment and situation is bringing out in me and effecting me. I am an angry bitch one second, and the next second I'm a puddle of tears. I was seriously wondering if he made some kind of note on my license to proceed with caution when approaching Nut Job. Anyway, crazy crying pregnant lady gets busted in the park after hours. Move aside, drug dealers!