Today is the day we go get my step kids. I am feeling really bad right now because I just realized I no longer like my step kids. I use to like them alot, then their behavior changed after I married their dad. I tried everything I can think of to bond. Now, I am weary. I am tired of trying. I have become tired of feeling uncomfortable in my own home. My husband only really cares about how they feel when they are hear. It is like he puts me on the back burner, that is until I bring it to his attention. (sigh)