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truebloodfreak's picture

I have stayed all last week at my.parents house after our big fight when SO.told.me to leave. However I take.our son (16 month old baby) over every.morning so he can watch him while.I'm at work. I'm finding this situation really.difficult because I still love.my.SO.deeply but I do know that he's not the best for me.and.I deserve better. Its hard for me to get over him if I have to see him every day.how am I supposed to move on? I go to work,come home and.take.care.of.my.son. I barely go out with my friends because of.no time.or.money. I feel so alone! How can I possibly make this situation less painful. ?? I don't know what to do. Part of me wants to get back with him but another part knows it will just be the same.cycle of fighting,having sex then cool.for a.day or 2 then fighting for a.week. I would really appreciate some.advice.from.woman in similar situations ...

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alwaysanxious's picture

Is there anyone who can do the drop off and pick up for you? I can completely understand the constant contact making it harder. Its like you need a clean break.

truebloodfreak's picture

We haven't tried counseling .. I honestly think its beyond that point. There's no trust.on either end and a huge lack of communication .. unfortunately no one else can pick him.up and.drop him off. I have to because SO.lives close to.the train I take to get to work.