I'd like to run away....but I have no idea where to go
Well, here's some new insight for the day....I've simply had enough. I just can't stand the position I'm in. My husband growls, throws stuff, and has temper tantrums in the evenings again. I get these ridiculous notes from his ex-wife about junk that was resolved in court years ago, only she has completed misconstrued interpretations. I get emails from her which conflict the content of the letters. My SS tells me information that my husband says isn't true. And the noise level here in the house from my husband's temper tantrums at night are so loud, that he is scaring my dogs. The only reprieve I have is during the day when he is gone to work. Next week he is off for the whole week, God help me. I think I'll lose my mind before then. I am the only one who has this anger directed at them from all directions and I am just waiting for my sh** to hit the fan when the attorney's letter arrives at my husband's ex to "cease and desist" and officially shut down those websites which still hasn't been done. I am getting that feeling like I'll have an anxiety attack because this is so overwhelming. So, I guess, I'd better find myself some help cause there's no one here who can help me. I don't understand why my husband just seems to keep getting worse and thinks it's okay to keep exposing me to his verbal and physical abuse by throwing stuff around and calling out abusive stuff. I am going to go take a drive and take care of some errands now. Maybe that will have my sanity.
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Sweetie…I’m a firm
Sweetie…
I’m a firm believer in taking care of our health as best as we are able to do…when I’m having female problems I go to a gynecologist, when I sprained my foot I saw a podiatrist, so when I’m having emotional problems, I go see my therapist….(I was just there a little over a month ago) There is only so much that others can do as far as providing a listening ear and when things get to the point that they can easily spiral out of control…it is best to seek the advice/assistance of a trained professional to make sure that we stay on track...you have a lot of things going on in your life, you’ve moved away from “home” to make a new home with your husband and to escape the trials and tribulations of family and you still have not been able to find the solace and inner peace that you deserve….live is TOO SHORT…if at all possible, seek the help of a professional who can give you some tools that will assist you in dealing with your ungrateful step kids and husband (who from what you’ve said appears to be having some emotional battles of his own..) I’m a Christian and so I seek Christian based counseling…whatever your faith or value system, seek trained professionals with whom you can see eye to eye. We all have our bad days (or months!!!) but it is essential that we have PEACE in our homes as best as we can get it…Please make yourself an appointment to talk to someone….
Hi Sweetie
I wish people could see how they treat others. I'm always disappointed to see how often we treat our spouse with the less respect than we would a stranger. It's all backwards. What do they say, familiarity breeds contempt. It's sad.
I hope things go easy on you in the coming weeks. Take care.