This week so far has been a good week. No Skids at all. Usually EW just drops them of on my STBH days off, but this time she didn't. I know that i shouldn't feel like this but i just dread when they come over. My STBH has 3 kids by two different women. One woman is completely mature and we are cordial to each other. The EW is a bitch. She is constantly harassing me, cursing me out on the phone, etc. I love my STBH with all my heart and he is the perfect man for me. When we first got together i tried my best to love my STBSK like they were my own ,but EW just want let that happen. SD 5 wants to be in gymnastics i was going to pay for her to go, but EW said no b/c she doesn't like me. SD is starting to be just as manipulative as her mother. I think that the way i feel towards BM is rubbing off on how i feel with the kids. I don't lilke feeling like this. I know that she is poisoning their minds about me. I don't have kids and don't want to have any of my own. Last week SD told me that she thought that i was ugly just like her BM said. I am not going to lie and say that those words didn't hurt my feelings because they did. I told STBH that from now on STBSK can't ask to go anywhere with me. I will not spend my time or money on them. And that he needs to make STBSD apologize to me. He told me that he will make her apologize, but that i was being harsh about the other things. I feel like i help buy uniforms, pay doctor bills, and school supplies. So to whom much is given much is required.