I had the weirdest dream
I usually don't put too much signifigance into dreams but this had some obvious symbolism in it.
I was walking on the bridge that crosses over the river in our town. Lots of people were on the bridge. Some were walking in one direction and some were walking in the other direction. Most were in groups laughing and talking with each other as they walked. Then I saw SD16 walking by herself on the bridge in the direction of the town. She looked like she had gone into a severe mental psychosis by her disheveled appearance and muttering to herself. I knew she had lost it because all her false accusations, manipulations, lies, and fake image had been stripped from her. I knew her dad would be upset.
I headed towards DH who was under the bridge. On my way someone walked up to me and told me that SD had committed suicide. I knew he had to know but I also knew it would drive him crazy with grief and our relationship would never be the same.
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Wow! That's scary. No one
Wow! That's scary. No one wishes that on even the worst of the skids, BMs & Disney dads. This is a place for venting what a bunch of assholes we have to deal with but deep down we all care about the welfare of the children and the happiness of our spouse.
SD has thrown out there in
SD has thrown out there in the past when she is angry or frustrated that she sometimes thinks about ending it all. It doesnt take much for her to get angry either. Its how she controls everyone around her and gets what she wants unless she is doing the victim role. I think I have this wishful thinking that I rarely acknowledge that I basically want her to have a personality overhaul, but from observing her reactions to things she doesnt agree with and her past statements of ending it all when she meets any resistance from authority I'm scared she really will do something drastic. My answer has been to just not have anything to do with her anymore and let dad handle it all as much as possible.
I have dreamt twice that SS
I have dreamt twice that SS was physically hurting me while I did nothing and he was yelling "stop hurting me" as if I was the one assualting him. One dream he was digging his fingernails into my hand and I can't recall the other. To me it's his victimhood personality...intentionally hurting someone but claiming he is the victim.
I've had a few of those
I've had a few of those myself and I do know what you mean about the victim game. They know how to turn manipulation into an art form.