I'm only 20 years old I shouldn't feel like this. I have a beautiful 3 year old daughter who is my world, then I have a so called step child who is 5. I can't take it any more I've been in his life for 4 years and some change and I'm honestly to my breaking point. Yeah yeah yeah I know a mans child is number one but he has two, my daughter and his son. He is down here more and more each year and like I said I'm to the point I feel my blood boiling. Sad thing is he doesn't even have to say or do anything to make me mad it just happens. I don't see my self as being selfish one bit because I can't help the way I feel. I've done everything in the book with this child and nothing's worked. I try spending time with him but it just makes me resent him more. Granit he is only five but I honestly don't care. Why should my daughter suffer and me suffer for this child that has no respect for any one in his life. People may think of me as cruel or pathetic for not liking a child but only a few poor souls knows how I feel. I either need to get out of this relationship and make my daughter suffer, or go on being miserable every day of my life. I just need a little push from someone that feels the same pain as me to put me in the right direction.