Hello. 

First of all I would like to say i feel blessed because I found this site. 

I'm stuck in a pretty bad situation.

A little background. I have 2 sons, ODS 19 and YDS 15. I got pregnant when I was 17 (youth mistakes and bad choices...) and my ODS' father left the scene before his birth. I married another man (YDS' father) but 6 years ago we saw things were not working out anymore, so I left.