Hello, i have been reading blogs on the site for a few months now, and figured it was finally time to write something and share what ive been going through and get some advice. before i start, i'd like to say its pretty refreshing seeing so many people dealing with the same craziness i have, so i know im not crazy. it is very fustrating not knowing anyone else going through what i am, so its hard to relate to most girls my age.