I want to thank everyone who took the time to read my rant and gave me advice. I'm sorry it was so long I haven't talk to anyone in 4 years so I had a lot more to say. Anyway I found out my husband gets home at 4 am but stays up til 6/7 playing video games. That's why he sleeps til 3/4 in the afternoon. I told him I can't take care of his kids anymore it stresses me out too much & he needs to help more. He told me I don't do anything anyway which started a fight. Long story short, our fight ended with a red hand Print on my face.