Ok here goes. I feel completely repulsed by the fact that FDH just watched my SD give birth to her first child. I have tried to be understanding of the fact that this is my husbands first biological grandchild. I still cannot stop feeling creeped out. He was in the room at my SD insistance from beginning to end for 21 hours. Even the BM was able to sleep a little before the big event. My SD was persistent that he come in. I was not at the big event because I had severe case of bronchitis, although I would have still opted out of being the fifth wheel.