Hi everyone, I haven't been here in many years (new username due to no longer have access to old email) but after a nearly 11 year relationship that I suffered with ex-wife and kid issues I have finally left and ended it about 6 weeks ago, but having a hard time even still now.  I know in my head that its for the best, but can't seem to get my heart around accepting it, accepting the fact that I have been betrayed all these years and that the prior family is and was more important than me all along.  Hoping to just get some support.