Well for over two weeks now I have been living back in my own home with my two bio kids. There's so much peace not being there in the middle of the problems with my ss15. But I do miss my dh. Having time with my kids have been awesome not trying to stay disengaged at the same time. I'm afraid I like this too much. But dh is sad to say a Disney dad who is just now figuring out that he has let too much go on and hasn't respected or backed me when I have tried to talk to him about the problems. Now he's having to actually parent which is a great eye opener but I'm so fed up I'm happier away from them both right now. Does this make me an aweful person to not want to be in the same house right now? I just can't stand being around the kid. And I love kids!! I'm the mom who has up to 15 kids at a time having out swimming or whatever.. It's just HIS kid that won't get along with me. So sad.