So i decided to write in this thinking maybe if i write it will help all the poisons in my head to go away so that I can feel normal and happy because honestly, i haven't been fully happy in a while. I blame deployment, and stress of course. However its affecting my home life and especially how I view my stepdaughter. Even my DH can see it, but I dont know what to do about it, I've tried seeing a counselor but it doesnt seem to help.