I have been separated from my husband since the end of October. He is very verberally abusive and sometime he can get physical as well. He kicked us out of the house after moving up here without his help with five kids. My oldest wanted to finish school up here and after the long history on how he has been with him I wanted my son to have a break from him. I have dealt with about everything with this guy and I really can't take much more. I wish he would just disappear. I know that sounds so bad, but really I do. maybe he could run away like I feel like doing.