Well this weekend has been a toughy, with BM TELLING us that we had to have the kids all weekend, now she wont tell us where she is to drop the kids back to her, so we've got them again. I'm angry at the situation and the lack of power that i sometimes feel i dont have over my own life. My only way to cope is to take myself away from everything and just keep to my own space in the house, have a good cry and keep away from my partner till i feel that i can be around him again and not blame him for something that wasnt his fault...