Apologize in advance for the jumble of thoughts this post is--

I was just told by my best friend that I need to stop complaining about my skid. That all my issues with her are really about me and manifest through her. I will admit that if I'm feeling frustration with SD, my tendency is to message my friend. Wrong decision on my part. I do know there is truth to what she's saying, but I also wanted to say to her that she will never understand the true pain of the situation.