Usually every other Friday is the most stressful and anxiety ridden days of my month, however this week seems to be different.
I started my week depressed, rundown, stressed and just generally unhappy.
I was desperately searching for answers and explanations about my rollercoaster emotions and feelings towards SO and SD13. I felt so alone.
I came across this site and signed up a few days ago. The more I post and the more I read, the better I feel.

You guys have given me hope and most importantly confidence to change our current situation for the better.

To anyone new or anyone who is not a member yet that is reading this, you NEED this site.

You can talk to your friends, mothers, sisters and anyone else who will listen but NONE of them will understand like the people here unless they have skids of their own.
I thought my feelings were crazy and that I'm just a selfish bitch. I also had extreme guilt, until I came here and realized that my feelings are completely normal.

I'm not so stressed about this weekend because I am going to start standing up for myself. I'm going to express to SO and SD how I feel and what my expectations and boundaries are, all because of what I have learned so far on here.

A huge THANK YOU to all those who have offered advice, support and hugs. I'm very new to all this and I know I have so much more to learn and I look forward to getting to know you all better and to hearing your input and your stories.

*hugs*