I'm writing another post on here because this is the only place I can come to on how I'm truly feeling because if I ever told my husband or anyone else I would probably look like an evil SM. If you read my previous post which is very long, then you know my background but here'a a quick recap. My husband has 3 kids, SD 11, SS 9, & SD 3. I have no kids & we use to all live together but then things didn't go as planned & we haven't lived together for awhile now. I just visit now or take them out.