after 3months of BM keeping stepson away we finally get him every weekend again,last week was the first weekend and it went good. Today he's coming and im so bothered! i dont like feel like this, it makes me feel like a horrible person!... i know nothing is ever a kids fault which is one reason i feel so guilty, but i cant stand being around him half the time i feel so much resintment towards him! the reason whyis i was recently pregnant with mine and my fiance's first bio kid together and it was the worst pregnancy of my life!