My fiancee's dad is here. Sooooo, the boys are here for the weekend as usual and they have gone to pick up psycho sister for going out to dinner with GRANDPA. I sit here alone on Friday night. The thing is...I don't want to be with them. I could be, in fact I insist that they go OUT, because I cannot stand the kids. I don't know how much longer I can live like this. Last night it was my mother, his father, and my daughter and him and me. Totally pleasant, normal, good. The boys come and act like idiot fools....screaming, just generally being morons....seriously. I DETEST THEM. And the thing is.. my fiancee is adopted, and I know his father cannot stand his grandkids either. He has told me this. They have no manners, no class, no sense, they are rude obnoxious fools.

I HATE THESE CHILDREN. I DETEST THE SIGHT AND SOUND OF THEM. I am depressed every weekend they come, they will never go away and waiting for them to grow up is silly. Disengaging is five and all but I am bitter and annoyed that I have to share my house and weekends and fiancee with people I loathe.