Hello first time on this site and I guess first time writing a blog bare with me I will end up jumping around a bit. I have 2 SK SD is 12 and  SS is 11 I have been in their lives for the last 7 years. When DH and I got together SD was 5 and SS was 4 right from the get go SD didnt like me but SS loved me. SS and I were best buds it was so nice he was my little man. They didnt know their BM she left when SD was only 1.5 years old and SS was only 6 months old. DH and BM wont lie were drug addicts.