Ugh, Too close for comfort BM..Watch your step.

Lastnight while I was at work (I work retail part time and school part time) I was standing with two other coworkers when one of them says "Hi..are you waiting for someone?" I wasn't paying attention, I was focused on something else. Then, my other co worker shoves me...hard. She says "You know her?!" with a *wink wink* look on her face. I look around and it's my 9 year old SD.

In that split second I think "WTF!!!?" I hurry over to her and say Hi SweetHeart!!! and give her a huge hug.. Who are you here with? Daddy? SD gets a weird/scared look on her face and says no...my mom. She says it almost in a whisper. I'm still smiling, looking at her and genuinely happy. Then the words "my mom" finally sink in..I look over and her other brother and sister are standing a couple of feet away and her 13 yr old sister looks at me with an evil smile..the kind of "fuck you" grin that some people get when they have just gotten revenge. It was creepy. I smile at them and tell SD I will see her in an hour or so. I knew she couldn't stay. I turn and there is BM. OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

BM and I hate each other..with a very deep passion. I have never spoken a word to her and I try my hardest not to look at her at soccer games etc.. But..Here she is at MY work...No DH here to stop me from going off on her or literally choking her to death!!!! :O

She looks at me and turns away..I know she watched me hug her daughter. As soon as BM turned to walk away..I hurried to the bathroom. I was soo insanely livid, I was shaking. Shaking to the point were I couldnt even type out a text message to DH with out tons of typos and extra numbers! I felt my heart in my neck and so much adrenaline. I couldnt leave the bathroom. I couldnt trust myself or what I might do.

I know you're thinking wow youre crazy too! LOL I know it sounds that way..But after what BM has done to DH and what she is currently doing to SD and what she has said about my DD5 has pushed me past the point of hatred. That bitch has the nerve to come to MY work? MY work??? She knows I hate her, I know she hates me and she knows I dont want to see her, hear her or know shes around. She should be avoiding me like the plague since she recently was forced to moved to our city (which is not small)..but she cant stay away? Especially since I know this was no accident. Craziness.

DH says she enjoys getting people worked up and instigating things and enjoys walking away. BM didnt see me upset, all she saw was me hug her daughter and saw me genuinely happy to see SD.