I feel so new at all this mommy stuff. Well I guess that is because I am new. I never got any practice from day one. I basically raised my nephew since he was born until he was 2 but he bounced from my house to his moms house and his dads house so often he got confused on who to call mom. My mother was mom, I was mom and she was mom. Obviously not daddy. He's a low life piece of shit. Anyways, Now I'm married with three step children and none of my own. Yeah I may feel some resentment someday but I cannot let the evil override my life. I am in control of myself.