I would like to lay out for you, in no short order, My story of struggles and successes in hopes that I can better understand my failures. Over the last 20 years I have grown from an adolescent with no knowledge of navigating step issues, spending a short stint as a disney dad (guilt trips are a hell of a drug), to an adult with the understanding that nothing is more important than the ability to stand up for myself and my true family from all abusive oppressors at all costs. This will be long, and I will break it up into multiple entries so thank you for your patience.