Hi everyone! I am new to this site and have been reading blogs all day to get some help. I am really interested to see what you all think we can do about these hateful feelings we have...Is there a way for me to accept this SD, or am I doomed to feel this way forever? I never saw my life heading in a direction where I wouldn't enjoy spending time with any child, much less the child of the man that I love. I have such feelings of guilt and disappointment in myself. What can I do to get over this? Any suggestions?