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Should I give up?

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Submitted by goingslowlycrazy on Fri, 03/06/2015 - 3:09pm

I need some thoughts please. Any advice welcome.. Here's the picture. I was married for a very long time..had one bd now 21. Left my now ex husband for a man I thought was the love of my life.very different from my husband. Uneducated, rough, no financial security. Four kids, one kid living with him. Whack doodle ex, on drugs. She was nice to me at first then turned, threatened me physically. Now we have nothing to do with her directly all done through a mediator. The love of my life has severe problems with the son who lives with him due to abandonment issues by his mother.

Is this normal?

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Submitted by goingslowlycrazy on Wed, 03/04/2015 - 5:24am

Is it normal to be a different person the week the skids are coming? I feel anxious almost like a panic attack on the Saturday morning..I dread it..I dread what they are going to bring up or say about the BM I just don't want to hear it.. I don't even want to come home when they are there..it's such an intrusion.they trash my home, don't wash or have any boundaries..I can't cope