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Hallelujah, they're gone!!

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Submitted by GlitterGal79 on Sat, 08/13/2011 - 12:28am

I haven't posted in a while, because THEY'RE gone!! Wahoo!! I can be myself again and love my fdh as I intended. Is it wrong to feel this way? HELL NO! Those arent my children and do not deserve my undivided attention regardless of what happens. They don't come here very often but its enough for me to lose my mind and be completely $hit faced when they are here. Sorry, ladies and gents, not gloating but I know you feel how I feel when the skids are around...

Where do I start???

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Submitted by GlitterGal79 on Mon, 07/18/2011 - 3:18pm

I guess the fact that I dont have any children makes this transition a bit more difficult for me.

Feeling this way makes me feel like I am a bad person and I dont know what to do. I dont hate them per se, but I am not in love with them. They're both liars, manipulative and smart-assed. Is it too much to ask a child to mind me and not act like a barnyard animal when they are in my home? I should think not.

Youre not my daughter

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Submitted by GlitterGal79 on Sat, 07/16/2011 - 5:50pm

I would like to think of myself as a nice person who cares about others, which is why I felt it was important to talk to the older skid about college. No one else is... I had her take an aptitude test to figure out what she might want to do with her life and she scored horribly on everthing! How do you get a zero on everything?? Is that even possible to have no interests or personality traits. It kinda scares me... Weird.

I hate this and 10 things I hate about THEM!

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Submitted by GlitterGal79 on Sat, 07/16/2011 - 5:40pm

I am new here and relatively new to being an SM... I hate it!!! It makes me think twice about having my own children. From what I understand from friends, when they are yours you can deal with a lot of actions that from a skid will make you insane! All of your postings have made me feel a sense of normalcy that I lost. I honestly thought it was my fault that I just don’t like these little brats (the other b-word is more appropriate). I have two of them; sd12 & sd15.