Fsil showed up today, and of course this was a nightmare. It was like you two really need to think about things before you get married here. I have delt with so much in the past four months with fdh being gone from his mother, and now that he is home am now having to deal with it from fsil. I am really not sure how much more of this I can take here. Part of me wants to pack my bags and leave, but the other part wants to stay because I am in love with fdh. He has told me that his past relationship have not lasted, and from what I am going through now with his family I can see why.

He made it home today and can you believe that fmil tried to start shit with him on the way home? OMG wtf... My family called and was happy that I was happy, but for some reason we all feel that she is unhappy now that she no longer has control of not only him but me as well.. Wish me luck all am going to need it if I am seriously going to be apart of this family..

You know i feel like fmil needs to get her own life here. Just joking told her that if i won the lottery that me, her son and step along with bio would disasaper, and she said I am not joking you are not going anywhere with my grandson.. WTF... If I won the lottery I think the first thing I would do is as the old saying goes Run Forest.. Run... LOL... Right now to be honest am giving the relationship with her son 6 months at the most and by no way in hell am I going to marry him as I do not need the stress right now.. She had the nerve to ask me today if I had allways been homeless..