He verbally hurt my feelings and I dont know how to get over it the way I usually get over our arguments. It is different, is is like it is eating me alive. If I would just leave it in the past life would go on. But I cant for some reason. Am I crazy?

He said "I am sorry I dont want to fight"...(sorry A**) apology...I know)

Thing is that I know he will say it again the next time he cant win an argument with me. It is like when he knows he cant win or he doesnt like the truth he is hearing then he starts with his ugly a** tongue.