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Nothing left to give!!

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Submitted by KJMom on Fri, 04/01/2011 - 8:02pm

So where do I even begin. Things have gotten way off track between me & SD13. Me & DH got married when she was 6 and it has been a rocky road to say the least. I blame most of the rocky road on myself, for allowing DH, BM, & SD to walk all over me (I allowed this because I thought I should for DH...BIG mistake) And I blame DH & BM...DH for letting SD & BM run our lives, allowing the world to revolve around SD. And I blame BM for filling SD head with crap & being an awful mother to SD.

Free of the SD & BM this weekend :)

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Submitted by KJMom on Sat, 03/06/2010 - 11:12am

So happy we have a SD & BM free weekend! But what I don't get its why now 2 days before she comes back I start to get anxiety! I just want to enjoy the time without dealing with them but from years (hubby & I have been together for 9 years/married for 5 years) I just know that when she comes (SD) my whole household changes!
I wish I knew how to turn off the anxiety & enjoy the here & now a little bit more!!
I hate to wish my life away but I am sooo looking forward to 6 yrs from now when SD will be turning 18 and going AWAY to college!!!