I feel absolutely horrible. My resentment for my SD is really effecting me and my relationship with my DH. I have gotten to the point I am pulling away from him. I don't mean to and don't want to but it is happening. I am going to counseling in a few weeks (earliest appointment I could get). I need help. My son is starting to notice that mommy is always upset and mad. I don't want to feel this way. I don't want to act this way. This is far from my character. My husband is really concerned about me and what is happening to me.