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life after all of this

Im so happy, Im in love with the man who always puts me first because there is no kids from previous relationship and BM. Im truly happy I got out of my previous situation.

Almost 2 weeks later

OMG, why did I wait so long?.. What the hell was I thinking?
I'm so grateful to him for letting me learn about who I am, what do I want from life, and what kind of partner I need.

In last 10 days I just enjoyed my life and living it just for myself. (ok, I live right by the beach now, so you figure).

2 years (long). this is my last post. I found my closure.

This whole thing was a bad idea from the beginning. First, the car in the summer of 2007. I bought that car under a great desire to see him. Guess what, the car ended up being a lemon. (so did he).

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Thank you very much for being so supportive. It means so much to me..
I'm a mess today. Well, I'm trying to fight my anger.
I was almost out of the door when he showed up with bunch of friends. Only thing he said, "So you are leaving?" I said, that I am.
He didn't even say anything and just went right inside of the house.
I can't believe him. Oh well, actually that reenforcing me to concentrate on myself even more.
I'm young, happy, educated and ambitious. I can't believe that this is all I've got for two years of accommodation of his lifestyle.

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Just update

I told BF that I'm done, and tomorrow I'm moving out.
He said that I gave up on him and his kids.
OH, well. I let him think that way. My heart is broken. I love him so much. I really do. But I can't live this life any more. I can't live for his kids who don't even respect me. I'm tired of being stranger in my own house. It took me a year of living together to realize that I can't. I want my own family.

bf his kids and future

Ok, I"ve been reading this blog for a couple weeks now. Finally decided to tell my story.
After 2 years of giving everything to the relationship I'm so tired of attitudes of my BF SS12 and SS14.
He is always on their side no matter what the issue is. Lately they have been ignoring me, you know what I'm talking about, not saying hello and talking to their dad like I'm not even around. I always trying to understand them. I have no children of my own. But I like kids.

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