This is not the first time that SD9 has been lying but this takes the cake. Let me back up for a minute...

So the SD9 & SS7 now live with their BM, much to my delight, I do not have to take care of them on my own or force myself to interact with them on a daily basis. It is quite lovely.

Wow, it's been about 10 months since I was on here last. Venting was good therapy. I did go to see a counselor every week for about 2 months, and that honestly did not help.

I am at the point now where tension is so thick in this house. That's right, it's just a house that I live in, it is not my home. How sad. I am just so sick of everything that has to do with step-parenting and step-kids and bitchy ex-wife/bio-mom that doesn't really do anything for her own kids... I am upset, angry, bitter, and I feel like an angry old lady all the time, and I'm only 21!! Aren't I supposed to be enjoying my life, no matter what age I am, but especially now, as a newlywed and as a new mother?! It just drives me nuts!!! My husband does not have my happiness in mind at all.

Wow, just a side note, I cannot believe the responses I have been getting. Everyone sees my point of view and that just blows me away considering I have been made to feel like an idiot and that my opinions are incorrect and invaild. You ladies are amazing!!! I also love it that you women are also step mothers who can relate--I absolutely cannot stand advice given, however well-meaning, by women who don't have a freaking clue and who aren't stepmothers or were stepchildren at one time. Anyway, continuing on...