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Submitted by Moonchild10 on Fri, 07/01/2011 - 8:01pm

Really? You sure you want to know? Well, let me tell you! I'm feeling fan-f*cking-tastic at having my home, where I pay bills and clean and act like an adult, turned into a love den with SO and SDevil! It feels GREAT to be cast aside for three nights and listen to "Daddy I love you!" and "Daddy, can you help me because I'm purposely alienating MC?" (the bit after the help I added from my POV....if she said that, I'd seriously throw her in traffic). It feels AWESOME to have a CHILD weigh in on decisions like where we should eat and what we should do, then be included like I'm the child!

I hope I'm wrong...

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Submitted by Moonchild10 on Fri, 07/01/2011 - 2:28pm

...but I'm pretty regular. Of COURSE this is going to happen when I'm trying to get myself together and get the hell out of here! According to my electronic reminder, I was supposed to get my visitor yesterday. It's usually earlier than the timer and the last time the date came and went, I was with child. I refuse to let this stop me from moving on with my life but SERIOUSLY! No job, no place to stay and a puppy. When it rains, it pours!

Day 1...

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Submitted by Moonchild10 on Wed, 06/15/2011 - 5:18pm

I don't know how else to feel, therefore I don't know how to be except cold. I'm sitting in Ruby Tuesday's, ready to impale myself as I'm being treated as the child and SD4 is being treated like the SO. He talks to her and makes plans with her then asks me to tag along. She just freaking coughed her germs all over the table and he had the nerve to glare at me while I told her to act properly! Then there's MY dog. He wants her to treat it like one of her many discarded toys ("she isn't here long enough to play with them") when I haven't had him for a week yet!