the kids are here and they are driving me crazy. the little girl woke up at 10 am wanting to swim at 68 degrees and the dumb daddy lets them. which i don't care if they want to freeze so be it, but he allowed my 3 year old to go to wtf? he then sees i take my daughter and put her in the warm bathtub so he then follows. he puts his 6 year old daughter in the tub with my daughter. WTF R U SERIOUS ASSHOLE? DISGUSTED. to make matters worst he attempts to put his 3 year old son with his little swimmer diaper on in the tub too> so this is when i lost my cool.

so the last couple of weeks have been a little rough for me. as some of u may know i am pregnant. i have been havind a lot of pain its associated with a condition called spd (pretty common in pregnancy). but it is very painful especially at night(the only time i can rest) my 3 year old has been sick with the flu for the last week and a half. i have been really trying so hard to get everything together for the new baby. i did not make a lot of money last year so i am getting a descent sized tax return so i went get the RAL at jackson hewitt where u can get some money now.

bd walks in from work and pretty much pays us no mind. he left at 7 am and got back at 7 pm. it is 10 pm now and he is sleeping. he ate supper and we had no convo at all, he paid no attention to our daughter. this is starting to become a habit and quite frankly its bs. i have work long hours and did not come home like that.