New member but have been supported by this site for over 2 years. Like so many others I've spent countless hours searching online to check if I'm not going crazy, that I'm not the evil wicked SM I'm made out to be. Thank you all for helping me to realise I have a SO problem. One day I'll be adding my story too (it'll take a few days just to write it all down lol), it has been therapeutic to know I'm not alone. Sending strength to you all. *bye*