For all of you wondering how I am doing. DH decided to finally come home last night around 5. I checked his credit card he went to a hotel. Then he spent the day at my brother's house stewing. So my brother's ass is in hot freaking water for not telling me anything. DH gave me a lot of BS apology crap and even started to cry. I took his credit card and took me and baby to a nice hotel for a few days on him. I told him he can pick up his kids from his mom's and to not call me because I won't answer since he couldn't answer his damn phone.

I woke up this morning feeling fresh and happy not even one tear shed. I dropped baby off at my Mom's house. I went to work and started my new duties. I am on a self appointed break right now. I have never felt more free and peaceful. I am putting him in my rearview. Sitting here in my new office with my sexy purple dress and black pumps my hair feathered drinking my coffee and looking out the glass window I feel amazing. I deserve this and I don't care what anyone says or feels about it. I worked 7 years for this promotion.

If DH wants this marriage the ball is in his court and he will either be on his knees kissing my ass or I am on to the next DH. I am beautiful smart and kind and it is his loss he can go find a wife of lesser value because there is only one me an no one else will compare. He will get exactly what he gave me what goes around comes around baby. I am not devastated or depressed. I am soaring on my high cloud. If our marriage is over and there is no working on it then it would really hurt me to see him move on with someone else but I will find someone else much better than him.

Thank you all for your support. And if I do end up getting divorced I am not leaving steptalk. You guys can't get rid of me lol. I love you all.

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