Both BM 'S signed their papers. This has been a long three months. My emotions are raw. I've been attacked regarding who I am as a mom and a human being. I've been tossed aside like my feelings don't matter I've put up with midnight calls midnight texts and brutal name calling. The very roof that covers my head and my sons has been threatened. The list goes on and on. Hell this crazy bitch racked up 3200 on our attorney fees via email after email. She sends letters and emails daily. My hurt is deep tonight as I feel unappreciated in so many ways. My birthday came and went into spent it alone and didn't even get so much as a card. Although two weeks later he gave me one. Sad thing is I know even though they signed the drama will never end. It will always be here. Being the scape goat for his daughters anger will never change. I ask myself can I do this?