Over the last few weeks, I have felt that it has been best that I avoid my DH, my BD's and skids and anyone else for that matter.

Okay just recenlty we had a rental property came available. My DH said to me that he had several interested in the property and then I come home one day to find someone moving in. I was like "hey whats going on" and he replies "Oh I rented it" Well gee thanks i thought to myself. We have had this issue about this before, where he doesnt include me and I never meet our rentors. To this day I have no clue who they are what they look like. Also, they were to pay 850.00 deposit and 850.00 for first month,,, GUESS what they paid to move in 250.00 and have since paid a total of 650.00. Are you kidding me......PLUS He didnt get them to sign a contract or anything

Well in another rental we have I had to take the guy to COurt because he owed one year in rent. YES A YEAR AND LONG STORY... I got a court order and he moved out Dec. 1. My husband has took every waking hour and all the money we had for christmas remodeling this house. I asked what the rush was,, we didnt have the extra money to be doing this house so soon and we needed to do it as we could. His reply "why take our time lets get it done" Well when I was at the house painting one night a guy and his family came in and GUESS what,, they were the new rentors. GEE again, I have no say so in this... ANd they were suppose to be out of their house last week which is why my husband is busting his balls to get the house done.

We paid off a credit card last month and he said we would use that for christmas,, GUESS what,, I called the credit card company and the card is maxed out!!! How??? the purchases he has made toward remodeling Im sure.

SO NOW what...

He has a window/glass guy come in and fix all the broken windows on the house he is remodeling, but doesnt fix the window in our house that I have been complaining of. He tells me that the guy is coming back to fix that.. BULL that was just his excuse to blow me off....

I have told him repeatedly that SD's dog needs to go. He ignores me,, says he will call SD or says that he will take the dog home but he doesnt once again to BLOW ME off.

TOday the kids are at home and my daughter sent me a text and says "DH is complaining about no one helping him at the remodel house" and wants to know why we are fighting. We arent fighting I just havent spoken to him because I am angry and its best I keep my mouth shut!!!

I told him about SD being on computer til 3:00 a.m. in morning.. he gets on to her tells her to stay off computer and since then she is on it from the time I get home from work at 5 til 9 or 930. We have had issues with her talking to all sorts of people but he doesnt care to inquire who she is talking to so why should I. I have already brought it to his attention.

My husband does not stress over money, over life , over people he stresses over nothing. He thinks each day is just grand and life is great and no one should have no worries... But Im feeling the life sucked out of me. I honestly think I dont like him anymore.

He works at home,, I have told him repeatedly to get a job so we can have decent insurance for our family.. Nope notta,, he would die if he had a boss since HE HAS NEVER had that. My point is he can have a 40 hour job and do his other as extra money and make a good living.

He and stepdaughter are so much the same. You say the sky is blue and they will give you a 20 minute lecture on how it is but it really isnt.....

Maybe Im having a really crap day but I feel like running away right now.

He put up a ceiling fan in my oldest daughters room because for some reason during the summer her room stays really hot. Well he felt that stepdaughter needed a ceiling fan too because my daughter got one.... BUT didnt put one in my youngest daughters room.

He bought locks with keys for my oldest daughter and step daughter's rooms BECAUSE stepdaughter is taking my BD's things, make-up shirts, tampons.. blah blah blah. Well he never changed out my youngest (12) door lock and just this week she discovered stepdaughter wearing one of her shirts that she tried to hide by wearing a sweatshirt over it. So I ask him why he felt it was necessary to not change her lock when he changed the others. "because the 15 year olds should learn responsibility by keeping up with keys so when they start driving they will be responsible" ARE YOU freaking kidding me... THATS NOT THE POINT, the point was to keep stepdaughter SORRY the girls from entering ones room and taking something that did not belong to them. So I told daughter this morning I would change the freaking lock myself.

I have said the serinity prayer and its not working today