LOL. Its funny how as a SM you don't even have to really do anything and you are just so evil. Me, on the other hand, I am evil. Maybe evil is too harsh a word...umm...nope that would be right. I am a BM to 4 kids (5,6,8,10). Of course before I got with my husband I only had 3. The youngest one is ours together. Anyway, when it was just myself and my kids, things were good. BD made his once a month visit and the rest of the time, left well enough alone. My life in the past 6 years has been so awful. His precious kids have made my life HELL. About a year and a half after I got here, I had myself commited. I was so sure that something had to be horribly wrong with me. Maybe i really was an awful person. A few days after being in the hospital, I went home. Back to the same BS I left behind. As time passed and his kids got older, they seemed to not only hate me, but they actually set out to destroy my marriage and my life. DH has completely tore me apart because of them little bitches. And each time, i pick myself up and continue to be treated like shit. I feel that because of his kids, mine have kind of suffered as well. I don't get to spend much quality time with my kids because then I have to include her. NO F***ING WAY!! When she is in the other room, I will joke and play around with my kids but then she has to come out and think she is welcomed. I just tell my kids I have something to do. So the point I am trying to make is, yes I am evil...especially in thought of those skids. But with all the shit those lying manipulating bitches have put me through, I don't know how i couldn't be. SD17 moved out in november and as soon as SD13 moves out, I will be at peace. Until then i will continue to dispise them. Its time to start enojying my own kids and disengage from that little bitch he so proudly calls his daughter :sick: